Day 39 - Maintaining My Vibration

I went to a networking lunch in the city. Even though I left and arrived very early, driving during tired time puts baby to sleep, which is a blessing knowing some babies don't like cars at all. Also leaving early gave me the peace of mind that I could stop to nurse if we needed to, and still arrive on time.

When people started to arrive, it was evident that this month's meeting was going to be a special one with all but one person being a new comer. With introduction, there was artist (me), several writers, and a publishers. The synchronicity was amazing to participate in. Even if it was not so, I enjoyed being around driven and supportive women.

The reason why I went was because Anne Aleckson had posted that she would be speaking. Her topic of raising and then maintaining your vibration resonated with what I've been doing with this blog. It's one thing to intend to change beliefs and attitudes, but it was individual responsibility to then keep maintaining it.

If you approach and interact with people's pure love, you will be meeting yours and their highest good.

Since the visioning of establishing boundaries, it took violent signs to actually set them up. I had door knocked, neighbour drunk-texting me, and H's overenthusiastic affections that I was becoming fearful of.

I saw that it's very easy to blame all these people for not understanding my needs. That they are the ones not respecting me.

But am I respecting myself? Am I denying my own aggressiveness? Am I unintentionally invading other people's personal space?

There are of course examples of where I am not respecting me. That I have aggressive tendencies sometimes. That I take up space all the time.

That when people annoy me, that they are my mirror on areas I can do with improvement, completely accept that I have those personalities inside me, that I can equalise it through my own learnings.

While I work on my self-love, it feels like this sign on the front door is helping with the physical boundaries of the premise:

Do Not Knock!
It wakes the baby that wakes the mother then becomes cranky and the rest of the family suffers for the entire week.