Day 114 - Self-esteem Booster

ahhhh Mariko, how people underestimate you! It makes me a little bit cranky that the typically do not see all that you are. And that is partly your fault madam. You are like that really tall man who gets on the train, and spends the whole journey bent over trying not to hit the roof, he is pretending to be smaller than he is. This is exactly you says spirit. WHY??!!! Stop doing that honey, it's offensive! You are a magnificent being, you are not meant to be a hunch back, you are ... OMG you are MAGNIFICENT, and pretending to be less than that ... smh, it's not making me happy thinking about it, it can't be making you happy living it. So your message is about stepping into your light and being who you know that you really are. In the past, you have played the hunch back so as to not make other people feel ... intimidated? You don't have to worry about that, just because you are HUGE doesn't mean you are scary. On the contrary, you light the way in the scary darkness, you make me feel safe and you make me want to be better. But not when you are hunching over pretending not to be a massive as you are. The good news is, all you need to do is quite literally, stand UP!! xxx

From Yvette Clancy

Readings like this makes me wonder what it would be like to have my self-esteem at 100%.

Day 101 - Oops...

The day filled with catching up, anticipation, and then that being too distracting to connect meaningfully with baby resulted in a 3 hour attempt to get her to sleep.

Hence this side-note-like post for day 101, hastily put together after midnight.

And too tired to really think of what else to put here.

Funny how popular a give-away is and then nobody wants it when it's a copy of it for $1. Time to work more on that value thingamajig-whatever.