Day 109 - Old Anger

I had another bout of anger rise up about the wedding day. It's almost 2 years ago.

I discontinued the shower, got dressed, and cried outside.

When I came back in I voiced what was on my mind. How the preparations had stressed me out. I didn't name any names but there were a few people in the morning that were asking for my decisions, that I felt was unfair that I had to make them.

H shared how it was stressful for him too.

Shared stresses. Perhaps one day we will be able to laugh about them and just enjoy the memories of the beautiful day.